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so yesterday was mother's day,my parents decided to bring granny out for celebration. so first we had our late lunch at arab st,islamic restaurant. after which, we brought granny to town which im sure it have been years since she last step into town. unlike in the past,town area was our family playground,that is the place we would go every weekend. im sure to granny the town area had change a lot over the past years with a lot of new & bigger shopping malls, as for granny she could catch up with time anymore, she's slowing down. no more walking around town for hours & far distances with just her pair of legs. but all that never stop her from going anywhere & enjoy a day out. eventhough she need a rest & take a seat somewhere.
we also brought granny to the newly open bridge that connected to the casino & all. it was packed with people, a lot of mothers especially. i love the scenery there,it was amazing eventhough there is still construction going on. there are more places we've planned to bring granny there like sentosa, marina barrage but there wasn't enough time to go all the places in a day. so after which we just do some household shopping at ntuc before sending granny home.
on the other hand, im out job now & so im back to rotting in my rocking chair again till i find another job. well at least i able to watch my favourite ellen show. anyway,abah specifically told me to find a job that links to the course im taking which is not an easy job to get unless they literally specify that they are willing to take in people who is still undergoing the course & bla bla bla. so *finger cross*
well well, tons of things that i would love to type it all here but im too lazy & tired to state each & everyone of them. so i will just summarize everything before you fall asleep halfway while reading this. few days back, to be specific on tuesday,i attended my graduation ceremony accompanied by my beloved babylove who sweet enough to specially take leave for tat day. not to forget finally i able to meet babygirl & so she was also accompanied by her boyfriend. i was so excited able to meet the rest of my classmates there like some other of my gile gile friends nabster,hammy,zubaidah.
in short the whole event was wonderful but not until in the afternoon. when i start to feel something different about myself. & very well i was down with flu,cough,fever,headache & bodyaching. thanks to babylove for the panadol. & again lucky me (not!), the panadol just wont work. so i had to give my class a missed. & i cant even go to work. what made it even worse, abah asked me to quit my job,i dont know why with the sudden decision,so i had to follow. so yes people, you heard me,i quit my job :(
since i've started working,i have no time to blog,whats more getting lesser & lesser time to spend with babylove. it have been a really tiring weeks,still not use to the surroundings yet & the system. with all the standing for hours, climbing up & down the stairs getting stocks, make my dearly pair of legs a never ending pain & aching. all those lack of sleep and feeling of tired after every shift cant compared with the few hours to spend with babylove and missing those special people in my life,like my cliques,my besties mun & clement.
other than work, my night classes starts tomorrow night, i'm furthering my studies at a private school,at raffles city area. well as planned i rejected the place given to me for higher nitec & decided to go under earlychidhood work line. pray hard i can pull myself together, & make it through the whole 5months. & also hope i can balance everything in my life, not just work & studies but also time spend for babylove.
it have been nearly a week,i started working at watsons. yes ! im working right now, & i didnt continue higher nitec. but of course,my job now is not permanent, i'm just taking a part time job for e time being. also taking up part time courses under earlychildhood,soon. well,i worked on e aftrnoon shift yesterday, & i have to wrk till the shopcloses at 10pm. butttt.....thankyou to babylove for coming down during my break time just to accompany,for just 1hr. working here in watsons,reminded me the times i spent on my job attachment at thailand,all i did was walk ard & stand that made my legs all & aching.
othr than aking my feets all weak,it feels nice whenever im dealing with customers,that appreciate everything i do but some customers make wanna just kick them in e butt like last night,this person camein to asked me if the cosmetics brand she uses,is available & itold her that e dont sell it here & all the cosmemtics w have is only all that. & guess what she did & said to me? she repeat the question & i gave the same answer, &she told me that im not answering her question &i shld just answer , "we dont have it". what a nuisance!
anyway, yes i know it is a part of the job, & whenever we come across these kind of customer it can ake us wanna just get out from e shop. other than busy with work, i have few plans coming up these few months such as going for e graduation ceremony hopefull with babylove, double date at spore flyers with babylove's parents & more.
it have been weeks since i started sitting at home and rotting in my bed and the rocking chair. day in and day out i wasted my time with tvs and computer and also sleeping. but not forgetting with ffod, i think i gain a lot of wait for the past weeks of staying at home every single day. but that dosen't mean i'm not thinking about my future or i'm tired of studying. first you gave me support now you bringing me down. what's that suppose to mean?
who is not worried about not getting a job? who's not worried about the future? everyone is worried about all that, just because i'm not like the rest going to higher nitec further their studies dosen't i gave up in studying. when you know yourself that i want to go into the earlychildhood line, and these is the kind of support you give me? thank you so much! i really appreciate it.
others are starting school next while me i'm still stuck at home. suddenly i feel that i'm back in the middle of two roads that i need to make another decision to which path i shall take this time. well, yesterday was the registration for higher nitec and i missed it because i decided that i will not continue my studies further at ite. and i know i had broke some hearts especially my dad and of course cliques was kinda sad, that i actually took this great decision. it was kinda hard at first to make this decision. because you really need to plan out what is your next steps, how your life will be after this when you're out of school.
this is the most stressful moments ever. we always think that the most stressful moments when we had to deal with exams papers one after another or maybe even waiting for our exams results. but really, when you have to starts making decision that determines your future and made such a great decisions that will be the most stressful moment of your life. and that is the moment you need to think out of the box, and that's the moment too, when you realize soon you will be stepping into an adult life, when things are not like how it used to be, because things are getting serious and every steps we take will determine everything. and now i'm living in that moments where i have starting thinking if i take this steps what will happen next, will i be able to stand up real proud or it is just a dark alley, that whatever i do no one will be able to see.
i have to find a job right now other than applying the earlychildhood course. which i hope abah will help me apply sooner so that i know and confident enough what i want to do next. but somehow since the day my parents know what course i was being offered and that i made a decision to decline it, they keep hinting on me to get a full time job that have got to do with the office skills course i took last year, and a long the way study as part time, i'm not sure yet if that's a good idea for me. i now i'm in a confuse state.
other than thinking of having a job and study, i've been thinking for some time to open an online shop. not really just recently, i've been thinking about that it have been some time,or should i say very long time. and yesterday i told babylove about that, and he agrees to it for the first time, but still not confident enough that i could really handle it and asked me to just focus what i'm doing right now and that can come later. well, yes,i have to agree,no one knows if it will be a good business but i still remember this oral examination at school i need to go through, the teacher of that day asked me if i really have the passion to open my own business,and i said yes with a big smile on my face. and he was like ok~. anyway i'm still doing research on that other than a long the way still finding a job.
enough of everything that's going around me right now, and i've been thinking about the question babylove asked me yesterday. maybe i should delete this blog of mine. it have been years stuck with me and tolerating my rubbish i wrote here at times. i have yet decided on that yet but that dosen't i will stop blogging, all i wanted just to delete this current blog and make a new one, to start a fresh. like the maly saying goes' buang yang keruh , ambil yang jernih'. am still thinking though maybe i change to onsugar or tumblr.
